Being success and happy is probably the
most people want to have. Being success and being happy is two different
things, being success means you already have reached what you want. And being
happy means you do something making your heart comfortable. –Smarteen
Magazine, translated.
I
do love imagining be successful person nowadays. I actually confuse what I will
be in the future. When I was a child, I want to be artist, I used to
love post in front of mirror and camera. Then I want to be a lecturer,
like my dad does. I think it’s pretty cool to be lecturer, you have a student
that may be the age just same as you and you don’t need to explain much because
they already adult, your task is giving them task haha :D this cute thought
always make me smile when I remember it. I want to be stewardess, I love
looking at them when they service their passenger as well although I have never
taken a flight before but I bet they are cool enough haha. Next stop is I want
to be a good author, I like writing till now. But day by day I just too
lazy to continue my fiction writing I prefer writing reality or news and
opinion articles. So, I just think how can I be a good one if I just too lazy
writing-_- and I ever wish that I can be a famous fashion designer haha
I actually laugh so hard when I remind this. I loved to mix and match fashion
but my body can’t stand it, I look so bad when I use a complicated cloth. I
knew it since I read some articles about blood type A’s trait. They said that A
is simple person. True enough, anyway I believe on what blood type trait say
about.
And now another wish is I want to be journalist.
Journalist here means news anchor, reporter, radio announcer, and being MC. I
think that is so exciting. You find a lot of people from nothing to famous
ones. You can travel around the world also. You can find a new culture. I can
think this way just because I join organization about journalistic. Wikarya
learn me how to create news and design some poster although I am not good at
designing anyway :3 and SMEC learn me how to read English news well and
fluently. You can see it. My half of myself fix to journalistic. I usually daydream
that may be one day I can be an event’s MC. I love hearing radio not only to
amuse me but because I want to learn from the announcers how they announce on
radio. I love watching news on television in other to know recent news also I
learn how they report and read the news. It is exciting. Yeah, so that’s why I
am a bit talk-active lately just because I want to improve my public speaking,
just it. But sometimes people think different. Here the big deal, being a
public speaker isn’t as easy as being a blog writer anyway. SMEC-Sir Larja-
might also learn me how to solve it, how to be more confident in front of
audience because he really does. I feel that I can to be more confident enough,
I brave enough but once again problem I am afraid of what people think about
me. That’s why. THAT’S WHY, Fatiha. “Stop thinking something that may be not
everybody thinks about you.” –half of my heart say so but the rest not, I am
not ready yet dear readers.
Note : I
have never imagined that I will be doctor, it’s just disgusting. I am afraid of
blood. How can I be a good doctor?? Other people wish it, but I am not. And somehow
I just imagine that I will be nutritionists. Errrr I AM CONFUSE.
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